Author: Crishna

  • year 28 in 2 poems

    year 28 in 2 poems

    I.

    The son of Mary, Jesus, hurries up a slope
    as though a wild animal were chasing him.
    Someone following him asks, ‘Where are you going?
    No one is after you.’ Jesus keeps on,
    saying nothing, across two more fields. ‘Are you
    the one who says words over a dead person,
    so that he wakes up?’ I am. ‘Did you not make
    the clay birds fly?’ Yes. ‘Who then
    could possibly cause you to run like this?’
    Jesus slows his pace.

    I say the Great Name over the deaf and the blind,
    they are healed. Over a stony mountainside,
    and it tears its mantle down to the navel.
    Over non-existence, it comes into existence.
    But when I speak lovingly for hours, for days,
    with those who take human warmth
    and mock it, when I say the Name to them, nothing
    happens. They remain rock, or turn to sand,
    where no plants can grow. Other diseases are ways
    for mercy to enter, but this non-responding
    breeds violence and coldness toward God.
    I am fleeing from that.


    As little by little air steals water, so praise
    Is dried up and evaporates with foolish people
    who refuse to change. Like cold stone you sit on,
    a cynic steals body heat. He doesn’t feel
    the sun
    . Jesus wasn’t running from actual people.
    He was teaching in a new way.

    “What Jesus Runs Away From”

    RUMI

    II.

    Jesus on the lean donkey,
    this is an emblem of how the rational intellect
    should control the animal-soul.

    Let your spirit be strong like Jesus.
    If that part becomes weak,
    then the worn-our donkey grows to a dragon

    Be grateful when what seems unkind
    comes from a wise person.

    Once, a holy man,
    riding his donkey, saw a snake crawling into
    a sleeping man’s mouth! He hurried, but he couldn’t
    prevent it. He hit the man several blows with his club.

    The man woke terrified and ran beneath an apple tree
    With many rotten apples on the ground.
    “Eat! You miserable wretch! Eat.”
    Why are you doing this to me?
    “Eat more, you fool.”
    I’ve never seen you before!
    Who are you? Do you have some inner quarrel with my soul?

    The wise man kept forcing him to eat, and then he ran him.
    For hours he whipped the poor man and made him run.
    Finally, at nightfall, full of rotten apples,
    fatigued, bleeding, he fell
    and vomited everything,
    the good and the bad, the apples and the snake.

    When he saw that ugly snake
    Come out of himself, he fell on his knees
    before his assailant.
    “Are you Gabriel? Are you God?
    I bless the moment you first noticed me. I was dead
    and didn’t know it. You’ve given me a new life.
    Everything I’ve said to you was stupid!
    I didn’t know”
    If I had explained what I was doing,
    you might have panicked and died of fear.

    Muhammad said,
    If I described the enemy that lives
    Inside men, even the most courageous would be paralyzed. No one
    would go out, or do any work. No one would pray or fast,
    and all power to change would fade
    from human beings

    so I kept quiet
    while I was beating you, that like David
    I might shape iron, so that, impossibly,
    I might put feathers back into a bird’s wing.

    God’s silence is necessary, because of humankind’s
    faintheartedness. If I had told you about the snake,
    you wouldn’t have been able to eat, and if
    you hadn’t eaten, you wouldn’t have vomited.

    I saw your condition and drove my donkey hard
    into the middle of it, saying always under my breath,
    “Lord, make it easy on him.” I wasn’t permitted
    to tell you, and I wasn’t permitted to stop beating you!

    The healed man, still kneeling,
    “I have no way to thank you for the quickness
    of your wisdom and the strength of your guidance.
    God will thank you.”

    Jesus on a Lean Donkey

    The Essential Rumi (1997.)
    Translated by Coleman Barks

  • Currently reading…

    Currently reading…

    Nothing too much to report here, but I finally started C.S. Lewis’ Chronicles of Narnia on Overdrive.

    The audiobook is read by Michael York. He’s read a bunch of good things, so check those out, too!

     

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    I know I’m pretttty late on this one.

    But,

    guys,

    it’s really great.

     

    Check out more of my “Current Reads” on GoodReads.com.

    -S.

  • who wants to know?? / interviewed by a MLIS prospie

    who wants to know?? / interviewed by a MLIS prospie

    On “Mon, Mar 12, 2018 at 11:55 AM,”
    I received a cool email from an undergrad student I recently just met interested in libraries:

    “I was wondering if you’d be interested in answering a few questions via e-mail about your library career so far. I am completing a tutorial on Library Sciences with Tammera, and one of my assignments is to interview library professionals… Let me know if this interests you!”

    At first I was like, “hmmm…. I am disinclined to  acquiesce to your request.”
    As I remembered the last time, I agreed to answer interview questions about my on/off relationship with my boyfriend: MLIS —

    Untitled

    A friend and role model of  mine runs this very dope site for black grad students, TrynaGrad.com and recently asked me something similar. I volunteered for this, of course— For him: anything.
    Bruh.
    His questions were deep. — PhD students…*eyerolls* —
    I had to reconsider my life multiple times as I was answering them, took meeee… a few weeks to answer.

     

    So, I had a little PTSD.

    Still, I remembered the librarian interviews that I have been doing since starting library school and how useful they have been,
    so
    I acquiesed.

    And guess what, y’all?
    It was so fun!

    If you’re interested, the interview is below:

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